Erika. The girl from Dan’s past who’d stood up at our wedding and drunkenly announced she was in love with him in front of everyone. The same girl who tried to kiss him in the parking lot after the reception while I was inside saying goodbye to my grandmother.
Dan swore he’d cut her out of his life after that. He’d promised me she was gone for good. And I believed him.
So why was he pulling into her driveway right now?
I parked down the street, my heart pounding so hard I thought I might throw up. I watched him walk up to the door like he’d done it a hundred times before.
An older woman answered. She had gray hair, wore an old cardigan, and had this kind face you see in family soaps. She smiled at him and stepped aside to let him in.
I sat there for maybe 30 seconds before I couldn’t take it anymore.
The next thing I knew, I stormed out of the car and marched up to that door. My hands were shaking when I rang the doorbell, but I was done hiding.
The same woman answered, looking surprised but not alarmed. “Can I help you?”
“My husband just walked into your house,” I said, my voice cracking. “I need to know what’s going on. Who else is in there?”
Her expression shifted. Something like understanding crossed her face.
“He’s not cheating on you,” she said gently. “Please. Come inside. You should see this for yourself.”
I didn’t know what to expect as I followed her through the house. It smelled like lavender and homemade soup. Family photos lined the hallway. She led me into a bright living room with a hospital bed set up near the window.
Dan was sitting in a chair next to it, reading out loud from a book. And in the bed was Erika.
But not the Erika I remembered from our wedding. Not the confident, beautiful woman who’d caused so much drama.
This Erika was thin and pale. Her hair was short and uneven like someone had cut it without much care. She was holding a stuffed teddy and staring at nothing in particular, a slight smile on her face.
Dan looked up and saw me. The book fell from his hands.
“Ada..?” he said quietly. “I can explain.”
“She’s sick?” I whispered.
The older woman, Erika’s mother, nodded.
“Car accident 14 months ago. Severe brain injury. She has the mind of a 10-year-old now. Doesn’t remember most of her life. But she remembers Dan, her childhood friend. She asks for him constantly.”
I couldn’t move or process what I was seeing.
Dan stood up slowly. “I didn’t tell you because of what happened at the wedding. I thought you’d be upset. That you’d think I was choosing her over you somehow.”
“You should’ve told me,” I said.
“I know. I’m sorry.”
I looked at Erika, who was now smiling at me like I was someone wonderful even though she had no idea who I was.
“You’re pretty,” she said in a small voice.
My throat closed up. “Thank you.”
“The flowers,” I said, turning to Dan. “Why were some of them damaged? With dirt on them?”
Erika’s mother touched my arm gently. “Those are from my garden, dear. I cut them for Dan to bring home to you. He told me about the flowers he gets you every Friday. I wanted to contribute something.”
Dan rubbed his face. “I’m terrible at handling them carefully. I usually grab them and run because I’m already late.”
“And the note?” I asked.
The woman’s eyes went wide. “Oh no! That was for Dan. A reminder about this Friday’s visit. I must’ve accidentally tucked it into the flowers. I’m so sorry.”
“I never even saw a note,” Dan said. “I just grabbed the bouquet and left.”
Nobody said anything for a minute. And then I started laughing. It wasn’t happy laughter. It was the exhausted, slightly hysterical kind that comes when you realize you’ve spent a week imagining the worst possible scenario and the truth is something completely different.
“I thought you were having an affair,” I admitted.
Dan’s face crumpled. “Ada, no. Never. I was just trying to help. She doesn’t have anyone else who she recognizes.”
I walked over to the bed and carefully took Erika’s hand. She squeezed it and smiled wider.
“Will you be my friend?” she asked.
“Yes,” I said, my voice breaking. “I’ll be your friend.”
Now Dan still goes there almost every other day. Sometimes I go with him. I bring cookies that Erika loves even though she can’t explain why. Her mother is grateful for the company, and honestly, so am I.
Yesterday, Erika asked if she could braid my hair. She wasn’t very good at it, but I sat still and let her try. Dan watched us with this expression I couldn’t quite read—relief mixed with something like hope.
The girl I thought was a threat to my marriage turned out to be someone who just needed kindness. And my husband, who I suspected of betrayal, was just quietly being a decent person without expecting credit or recognition.